It's all spinning wheels and self-doubt until the first pot of coffee.

I've resisted Googlisming until now

Should I be concerned? About me, Les Orchard, Googlism says: "les orchard is going weird again" About the other name variations I've used online (ie. l.m.orchard and Leslie Michael Orchard), it has nothing to say. Though, it does tell me that "decafbad is getting left out of the pipeline".